Sunday, April 18, 2010, 7:23 PM
So, hello cosmic-invaders.blogspot.com
I've not updated you since world war three. I have a crush on a young boy, he's as cute as a pig. Ahh, can't wait for him to grow up into a teenager.
Anyways, last saturday, LR went out with Ein and Y. Met Khidhir while he was marathoning. He's fast! Met Farn and Azmi afterwards. Then baby (:
It was, erm, worth the time. Not as fun. But yeah. I swear, whatever i ate the whole week stucked to my tummy and was left there for everyone to see. I was so boncet that day, i feel like i was ultra boncet that day, so sad.
Trying to seduce Ein wit my hair, and he goes, "EEEEEE!'
MY NEW SHOES! (: Sorry, bangge.
Look at Ein, petrified boy.
The lovebirds squashed me. Grr.
Y <3 Botak, toyol, smurf. Hahaha!
The girls. (Y)
LR plus Ein and Y. Y looks like smurf.
<3 these girls to bits.
After meeting Azmi and Farn.
I've got pictures wth Farhan and Azmi. But my phone yet again. Grr.
That was saturday. I want to post about my recent dinner with my parents and sister and but my phone's a bitch so i cant upload. so sad.
Okay, shall blog soon, see you love. Mwah.
Okay, shall stop here.
Saturday, April 3, 2010, 9:56 PM
I don't like it when i'm having a silent quarrel with Adib, really. Because i always feel like i cannot do anything.
Anyways, i miss my long hair.
I like my nose, hate my eyebrow, hate my eyes, hate my cheeks and chin. I wish i was skinny.
I wish adib would look at my pretty face then forgive me each time. But i'm not, that's why i need to solve and apologize. I hate me. myself. me. myself. I have a very low self esteem and i hate it.
No FMLs for me because i love my life, i just hate me.
EEEE, EMO MAN. Shut up ah. cbnb.
I'm going to watch tv again. Off this shitass computer.
, 12:22 PM
OKAY, I LIED. I'M TOO BORED.
I BLOGGED AGAIN.
I'm too bored!
, 11:57 AM
I'm bored as hell today. Because everyone's out for the moment so I'm home alone.
I've been singing Christina Aguilera's Hurt like an awful lot since i woke up. Gosh, why?!
Anyways, been facebooking and I'm stll bored as hell. Idk what t do. Seriously. I advertsed my blog on fb. Hahaha. But i just removed it.
I miss Ms. Fernandez, so much. I used to like dread to see her because i couldnt cope with literature but now, when i see it, i wish she was here to push me. She was the only teacher i feared to open my mouth to. I mean like, i was so afraid to answer her questions and talk to her. She must have been testing me the whole time, to speak up and participate in class. Ohman.
Mr Kong, my biology teacher, in camp. with a dragonfly dring our trek. Hahaha, he look lke pikachu. Hahaha!
The truth is, i've ot more than a hundred pictures from camp, i'm just too lazy to upload 'em.
To Nurul Musfira Awi
I miss you so much, idk why, i've been thinking a hole lot of you. Congrats, on your successful patch up? Hahaha, picked the right one, i guess. Guess aje eh.
Lastly, i would like to tell my mummy, that i love her so much. Though i'll never write her a letter, like how Mrs. Osman did to her mum. Or apologize openly. I'll never tell my mum that i love her to her face, my family has never been the open kind. But i know that she knows that i love her so much and i know that she does too. If ever i've broken your heart, i'm sorry. I know words are nothing, I will prove to you that i'll have a future and that i came from a good background, because of you. Thank you so much for helping me eventhough you know thethings i want arent necessary. For always saying no, nagging but giving in to me in the end. You may weep at korean dramas, dance and sing in the kitchen, joke about your dentures and act like a sister. NO MATTER HOW YOU TREAT ME, HO YOU LOOK AND HOW YOU ACT, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY MOTHER.
I love you, mummy ((:
Will facebook and tweet now. Mwahmwah, will update soon.
, 12:47 AM
Hairpee tieurms. Roti prata rules and teen titans are my children. Beat my nonsense, please.
Hell to the-o people. I'm online, like after millions of days. My blog's honestly boring and i got spammed twice this year. I've got enemies, so soon? ):
Was supposed to go out ith family today but everyone was lazy so we stayed at home. My sister, butt itchy as always, went out with Naz. In the evening, me, my brother, mom and dad, ordered KFC and ate together for dinner. I ate three bowls of porridge in the morning so I must say, i had a big breakfast and dinner.
The day before, we had cross country, I didnt bring my camera because i had a feeling it would be undesirable. I mean, i didnt have any good feelings. The anticipation was there but the determination was very well diminished the day itself. I'm so unhappy because i got myself into the 21st position. And it's like so wasted because i could have been happy in the 20th position. Hahah, but fret not, i was happy afterwards cause e, mira and emy bought brunch at woodlands to ate at mira's house. We karaoke'ed, movie'd, chatted, joked and laguhed a lot. Ashhy joined us afterwards and i left to meet baby. Bertambahnya stress saya, takut buat Adib marah. Hahahaah. I swear I dont like it when baby give me this, "WTF, I'm so angry. I'll try not to show it" face. But you can obviously see he was angry. Tak sukenye, i'd get frustrated and irritated. Hahah.
I got to know about some stuff on Thursday and I'm kinda angry and disgusted. I dont know how you can throw yourself to all the guys. I mean like seriously. You publicly tell everyone that you'd be faithful. Guyfriends have limits, you should learn those boundaries and act like you're taken and not everyone's girl. Don't you feel ashame when all the guys touch you? And you, i'm so disappointed in you. You've changed and you're filthy. Never come near my two bestfriends again! Malefuckslutshitasswipeholebitch.
Okay, i'm done.
We went swimming during the hols, yeah i know so long ago. Updating now. Hahah. Had a blast swimming and eating. Lr made it possible, mwahmwah.
This is after the swimming session, at night when we met Syafiq, hahaha. Here's the pictures.
Salihin looks so cute, like small boy. Too bad, i'm like the cutest.
Syafiq's NS id. Hhshahaha.
Rashid's id. Hhahaa!
Y's botak, so cute. Mcm toyol (:
Here's the picture from going out with my sister, mom and auntie.
This pictures, were from me and baby's date on 27th March, after his match with woodlands.
I love you baby, you looked great and i lovelovelove you again.
Overall, i had fun in all the occasions.
Oh, updates, i'm going out with mummy tomorrow! Might watch baby's game against nfa at jbs. Will be getting my vans shoe next week! Hasif asked me to join him fly kites on saturday next week and i'm planning to meet Darni after his long leave to indo. He's finally back! Might be visiting Effie's grave and grandma's.
I miss my grandma, i still feel like i could have done something. I still owe her everything. I miss you, Dadi, sumpah, i really do.
Mwahmwah, will go to sleep now.
Will update soon.
Relinked and upated blog song, and picture.