firstly , this post is nothing but crap .

dont take it to heart .

im daring enough to scream at your face so if you think im being toooooooo public or repulsive ,

feel free to talk to me (:





first person , Belinda (:



read this :

"i hab never met someone like you..you juz never fail to brighten up each day of my life..your love will always be kept deep down in my heart..i will always love and remember euu.. =)"



whats with the english ? omg , i so cannot stand you .

and whats with the photo captions ?



like :

"CùTéSt ßàßy ÉvÉr..." ( cutest ? BABY ? WALAO . )

"CùTé KìTtY..." ( kitty ? okay , you can sell your "puss,puss" )

"WàT ßìG éYèS ßäßyßéL hÅb..." ( BIG ? its SO SEPET !)

"sWéÉt+CùTé=ßäßyßéL!!." ( OMFZG ; eww ! )

"SèXy GäL..." ( i know you're not fat but sexy ? yuck )

"CùTéSt ßàßy ÉvÉr..Hearts lots to me..." ( so pathetic till she had to send herself some love )

"WöW! ßéL lÖøK LIkÉ åÑ äÑgÉl..." ( you mean devil ? )

"ßèÄùTìFüL gÄl..." ( look at the words got U.G.L.I )

"I mAy FaD€ aWaY..bUt My LoV€ f0r YoU wIlL n€v€r FaD€ aWaY..." ( so emo )



okay , im just pasting SOME of them ; you have yet to read the rest .

god ! so PERASAAN MAN . whathehell .

shes such a flirt ! god rusydi , i cant believe you still talk to her .
and belinda , if you really are a muslim , then i dont mind you using the term " YA ALLAH ! "
if not ,

SHUT THE HELL UP .

i see you're trying too hard to blend in with the malays . why may i ask ?
you're pretty but why make yourself like this ?
you could have just been Belinda ; but now you're Belinda the BITCH .



gosh , i can't stand you .


honestly by ,
anna wonders (:

i did not attend school today ; i was super lazy .

supposingly , i would have had

mother tongue - first two periods ;
history - one period before recess ;
then my recess - which i would have to do my staircase duty so i wont be eating ;
( when the bell rings for lower sec to go up and assemble , only then i can eat )
when the bell rings for the upper sec recess , i would have to make my way to my class ;
then i would have dah DNT for three periods till the bell rings for the end of the day .


after school ; which will be at 12:40 ,
i would have waited for amirah outside her class then go to the minimart with her to buy some snacks then make my way back to school to attend the councillor investiture full-dress rehearsal . whereby i would have to bring my outfit and change after receiving the certificate and start dancing which i doubt i will do . i mean the second part where i said i would dance .
obviously ramdan would be there ; WELL I HOPE HE WILL . along with imran .
ashiqin , mia , deena and erica confirm present so i wont be much help there . heh .

i planned to tell erica that im skipping the dance since ramdan said he wont be attending the investiture ; meaning i have NO PARTNER . and since im skipping , i will help out in the areas where they have to find a changing room and get their costumes . yeah .


okay , now's 10 , they confirm having their recess ; except for the councillors .
i wonder what they are doing . pfft .
not going to school is fun but with no entertainment , it really sucks .


okay , ive made up my mind , since i didnt attend school today ,
i will attend the rehearsal (:


I FOUND OUT THAT DD( RAMDAN RASHIDDEE ) DIDNT ATTEND SCHOOL TODAY ; HE'S CURRENTLY CHATTING WITH ME ((:

goobye readers ; will blog again soon (:

anna wonders (:

Happy Belated birhtday to my dearests ;

Ramdan Rashiddee Yusri , (23)

Erica Devi Handika , (25)

Khairul Rani , (24 ?)

Tan Lihern (23)

Syaiful & Amyrul ( the kawans ) (: (19 & 23 )


HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOU GUYS (:

sorry darling , FEBRUARY IS SUCH A BUSY MONTH (:

Amirah , Thank You so much for the wonderfulmostwonderful wish of all .

though i might not be there for you everytime you fall , im willing to be your solid ground now .
i learn to treasure you better than anyone else , because youre the most precious person ive met .
besides the one that ive fell for but couldnt get a hold of a.k.a the guy who counted down to my birthday .

amirah , i just want to advice you NOT to be too naive . He came and went , the story ended long ago . Dont you dare dig up the story again . Remember how much pain he inflicted on your life . How he screwed you up . He's the sore loser . Not you . Learn to give up on him ; Learn to move on . things dont always go your way , dont be upset . learn to PICK UP AND GO . theres more things going on around you than where you are standing .


sadam sufi sudah mati ceritanya , tidak mungkin dia menghargai cintamu itu . biar dia pergi .

ily amirah .

Happy Birthday To Me ,
Happy Birthday To Me ,
Happy Birthday To Anna !
Happy Birthday To Me ! ((:

today was okay lah (:
i got alot of free hugs and kisses on the cheek ;
apparently ,
Hariz forgot about my birthday or something .

thanks everyone (:

inrtoducing ; the brown and pink shirt & who is short , is Junaidah (: The white person who is wearing the turtle neck top is Ashiqin (: The only guy is Janson (: The one in full black is Emilia (: The one in the colourful outfit and specs is Amirah (: The one in the brown tube dress and black jeans is - simply with the bangs , is Me (:

hey ; this happened on the 16 february (: they celebrated my bdae at choa chu kang .

went bowling ;

neoprinting ;

eating ;

alot lah . very fun .

special thanks to janson for treating and organizing it ; shiqin , emy , ami and jun for treating (:

I HAD LOTS OF FUN .

Hey, Whatever.

tommorrow , 14 feb aka valentine's ; Naval Base will be going against Admiralty .
we just competed against Deiyi yesterday (((: so fun sia .

on saturday , 16 feb ; will be the celebration of my birthday ! (:
janson decided to hold it ((: so sweet .
it will be held at Choa Chu Kang . Heheh ((:

on sunday , 17 feb ; will be catherine's birthday ((:
ooooooooooooooooooooooh ; " Happy Birthday to you , Happy Birthday to you ! Happy Birth .. "

on monday , will be the 18 feb nothing on actually .

the the big day .

thenthen ; thats all i have for now , will update soon .





P.S . I Love You - is the most touching show on earth ! can cry oneeee !

those 84 days has been a blessing ; im never gonna forget any .
for now ; i'll say whatever .
cause i know you need your space ;
walao , i like Macam Paham only .
; don't think you're irreplaceble .

in the library ; dont mind my stoink face (:

we lost to canberra ;
reserved palyed the match okay .
main players got sick .
everyone was down with some stupid virus .
seem to me , i was the only one healthy . BLEAH .
got home .
i kena marah like fark .
i wanted to cry but like for what sia .
i was the one to blame laah .
whatever .

i went home . makan . i didnt layan my family .
sleep then forgot everything the next day . because i chose to forgot .

stupid netball ; EH NAVAL BASE , CAN YOU BE MORE COMMITTED TO YOU CCA ?
commitment means you are responsible on keeping you health at watch .
FARK ; im really ashamed .


congrats canberrans .

post for second feb .

i woke up at 10 ; ate with daddy .
quarrelled with jels .
sleep ;
woke up at 2 .
got ready ; went out with emy to town .


went to town ; packed . so went bugis ; even packed .
haha . i was like dying to buy a new bag so i forced emy to follow .

bought this white and brown bag ; emy bought the same bag but different design .
walked to the watch shop and bought fira's gift .
a watch lah ; DUH .

walked to the traffic light ; ran across the junction .
rushed to Topman .
looked for teeshirts .
asked emy for some help .
APPARENTLY , SHE WAS LIKE `NO HELP AT ALL .
hahah . so i went in , bought a wallet and a tee .


rushed to the mrt . cause we were kinda late .
took the mrt .
amirah was like calling so often . like mad .
i couldnt pick up .


so we met at admiralty at about 7+ ; thank gos amirah was there .
she wore this really nice yellow top !
heh ;
she bought fira's gift .
we walked . then fira called .
we met at the mini mart ; they bought chocolates for hariz .
walking towards the bbq pit , i stopped fira then me and emy tried on the watch for her .
she looked a little contented .
well at least okay .


wlaked to the bbq pit ;
salam everyone . well i think everyone .
sitsit around; then nisa amek gambar .
then we wait for the hero to come ;
he came lah at about 7 coming 8 .

he come then i eat . after eat . i saw the guys playing guitar one corner ;
&*^&#%@$%&$&* CANNOT SAY HI TO ME HUH ?
bleahhhhhh .
then amirah ask to go to them .
walked there ; no signal or sense of verbal conversation so we moved off to see azureen's boyfriend .
haha ; boleh tahan hahahaha ; bastard sia comment on people . tsk .

then we sit at the badminton court there .
then talktalk ; then the guys were still playing the guitar .
then amirah ask me to go to them ; idk for what .

went there ;
hariz was humming .
he didnt know we were there .
then i waited ; he still didnt notice .
then i nudged him .
haha . cute seeyyyy .


then blahblah . he sent me off . i took the bus . and went home .
reached about 1030+ . thank god . i was tired .
i spent a total of 70+ that day . and my saving flew away . . . .
hahaha .

Happy Belated Birthday To My Hero ;

Mohamed Hariz (:

Who just turned another year older .

to tell you the truth ; i purposely put his picture . because i miss him like fcuk . ive been like dying to see his face ; at least hold his hand . embracing some other person only gets me the touch not the feeling . gosh ; i sound emo * HAPPY THOUGHTS*

guys dont do me pleasure at all . im really sick and disgusted by guys who says that they miss , love and that they'll wait for me and all . dont talk cock lah . dont say you love me because i know you dont and even so , you dont have the catch yet .

people ; you wont understand . im talking through what ever ive been encountering . i dont write these stuff on my blog but wish to clear the air .

Hariz ; i love you . i love you . i love you . i love you and i still dont find anyone suitable enough to be in your place . god ; what the hell am i saying ? ive gone nuts . totally crazy over you .

BEFORE THE GAME (:








Anna && Khamelia (: