Hey, its Home Ec lesson.
And im dreading at the sight of books.
I practically dragged Imran to councillor meeting the other day.
He was like whining the whole time.
Dd was supposed to attend it too but he wanted to slack instead.
So we sat near the terrace waiting for the meeting to arrive to us.
We ate, i played the psp.
We talked, i bought food.
Then there Deena was, walking.
You could smell her perfume from like the distance we were at.
Then meeting began.
Talked about thefts in school.
Talked about the preparation for t-day. (Which is of course still a month away)
Got into groups.
Practiced flag and pledge taking.
Then Imran asked me to do him a favour. (To carry his bag)
Then i carried it; OMG.
FELT LIKE THE BAG I HAD WANTED TO BUY!
So i asked him to change bags with me for a day.
Then we took the bus home.
Me and Mira stopped at the river's stop.
Met Aizat and Dd.
Aizat went home.
Dd went to smoke.
Mira went home.
Then Dd followed me to the Nokia Care at Causeway Point.
Did the dumbdumbdumb handphone.
Then got home. (Just in time for News5 Tonight)
I read you blog.
I'm not at all touched or moved by your apologies.
Please stop saying sorry.
This situation, its just YOU.
I dont need apologies.
Too bad she's gone (Old NICENICENICENICENICENICE Deena).
Cant believe those wonderful times we shared all ended because of a guy (Imran).
My friend, after that incident, all I had wanted was for you to respect me enough for me to call you friend.
Instead, you stabbed me in the back, avoided me and acted like I was never your friend.
You said you hated me.
Hate, define it.
You hated every single time I was there.
I hated IT.
I hated those times you did that face that made it unbearable for me to stand.
The face which meant "Oh damn, Youre such a Bitch. Get away!"
Only that your mouth, wasnt able to say it.
I tried apologizing.
You wouldnt hear.
All you thought were the negativity of the situation.
I wasnt in the wrong, god damn it.
How was I supposed to know that my best friend (Your boyfriend then) , would fall for me.
I didnt feel the same way, okay.
And I made that clear.
And you ditched me, the friend who brought you everywhere she went and told you everything she knew.
And when you said, " You may think there's a 'war' between us but actually there isnt. Im just avoiding you."
and, "I hated the way she talks about guys. Trash them, and move on."
It made me real mad. Didnt you do the same with my bestfriend Janson?
What were you thinking Deena? Saying this on your blog? YEAH I TALK ABOUT GUYS, TRASH THEM AND MOVE ON, unlike you, bitch about friends, trash them on but go back to them after you've said your piece.
I like how your friends forgave you but that, will never happen in my clique, FULLSTOP.
Instead, I'll stop whining bout the past.
I cant understand why you wouldnt accept the fact that I, Anna Banana Papaya Jackfruit Strawberry Menace, actually told you, you were a bitch.
Face it, it wasnt for all these bitching and what not, there wouldnt be any of these BULLSHITS.
Im willing to act like NOTHING actually happened. And live life.
Ive yet to finish my whole piece, but this shall do for now.
So I, Anna Banana Papaya Jackfruit Strawberry Menace; hereby ignores all past bitching.
Labels: but certainly, Friends may not stay till the end, they too live lives like YOU do.