Just came back from camp last night. Had the whole two hours of to and fro from the immigration, all packed in the bus. Was pretty tiring. I would have hated that camp if it wasn't for the food and facilities, not forgeting where it was held. I'd have to say, camp was rather horrible. The experience was very much unexpected. I DIDN'T FEEL A SENSE OF AMUSEMENT LIKE I HAD WISHED FOR, it was simply a bore.

I was utterly disappointed with the whole camp, everything felt so unorganised. I didn't get to do any rope courses as planned and i hated the campfire very much. There wasn't any bond like there was supposed to be, we were packed in our classes and there wasn't much of a bonding. I would have to admit, i did have fun there. A little laughter and a whole lot of eating.

It felt nice going into the bus, everyone had their smiles plastered on faces. Anxiety and excitement; the atmosphere. We left Sembawang by bus, a Singapore bus. We went straight to the immigration. I was super excited, well, everyone was. We took the bus again to the Malaysian immigration. Still excited. There was the instructors and everything felt like camp. After the checking of bags and passport, we yet again, took another bus, a Malaysia bus to our campsite, K-TAC (Kota-tinggi Adventure Camp) It was a whole hour bus journey to the campsite. Most of us slept. And we were still excited.

When reached, everyone went "Ooh" and "Aah". There was a pleasant introduction and we broke off into groups for our rooms. We slept in air-conditioned chalet houses. Each room had it's own bathroom, television, air-con, fan, fridge, coffee maker, drawers and beds! The facilities didn't feel like camp at all, a big "Yes!".

Went for jungle-trekking. Was fun and exhilarating but wet and dirty due to the rain and mud. Leeches and insects everywhere. Had our dinner, food was nice!

Second day had our vegetable farm visit and knots and lashing session. Had our gala night too. Was damn fcuked up. Audience was like shit, everyone was so quiet. The theme was stupid and not everyone followed. Atmosphere made me lost my whole mood for camp. Shittiest day.

Third day, last day, had our paintball session and high and low elements. Since it was so UNORGANIZED, i didnt get to go for my tree top rope course and my low elements. Viv was so felt so fcuked up cause her marker got cocked up and she didnt do paintball session with us. This added on to the fcuked up mood. Then when we got our camp tees, EVERYONE was super fcuking disappointed because it was yet again, RED IN COLOUR. Fuck, it was like the same as the sec two, bullshit sia. And we found out the Erica's design was up on the tee. She cried like hell, cause obviously she felt like everyone was blaming her cause of the tee. Damn it la. There was no afternoon shower time and that pissed me off even more. I didn't like it that i was going back to Singapore in that state.

Bus journey was quiet. Had to write down stuff, i hated it. After immigration we had to go back to school adn the Malaysian bus driver didn't know how to get to our school. So me and Feeq, plus Kai Leong gave him instructions to our school. We were the first to reach our school. And the feeling was, "THANK GOD!"

Had a talk and got dismissed.

Met Roy, he came to pick me up. Saw Izzuan and Hanis, plus Myra and a guy. Roy surprised me with a dress he bought for me, yet again. It made me feel better until he showed me his tongue piercing. I got so mad cause he did not allow me to re-pierce my tongue this year and yet he did it. But i got over it and went home.

When i reached home, i washed up to celebrate my dad's birthday. Jelly had bought a cake to celebrate it and i slept afterwards.

I skipped school today but i have parent-teacher-meeting in awhile. Ms.F said i failed ALL. I don't know how la, but whatever, i still got time to catch up. MYE sucks like the camp.

Happy Belated Birthday Mira!

Sorry it wasn't the best birthday, we were all caught up with the exams. At least we made you a cake; sedap kan?!

(Will elaborate on this event in another post.)





Happy Belated birthday Hasif!

Sorry tak wish langsung, segan uh. Well, hope your birthday was a pleasant one. Miss you gile mam, okay. Happy 17th Pakcik!

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Sorry.

I don't wish to start on my Art. I don't wish to revise on my Biology and Math. Can't be bothered to memorise my Malay peribahasa. I hate looking through my Lit notes. It's mid year's for pete's sake. I should attend some talk or something, get me motivated.

Supposed to meet Roy to study today, but i didnt. I would have, if it wasnt for my mum. She burst out crying in the hallway and slammed the door when she got into her room. My whole family was like in no mood, so i thought i shouldn't be either. My grandmother just got her op, so i heard. So i was supposed to visit her too. Which of course did not happen yet again because of my mum. Was bored sick at home, but i just couldn't leave my mum at home, who knows what a 47 year old woman would do at a sudden breakdown. Had tons of calls from Roy, i'm sorry i couldnt make it.

Had a sudden phone call from Aizat. He said it as Wan Cine's Birthday and they wanted me to tag along, yet again, i backed out cause i thought i was going to meet my granny. Tsk.

Well, since i couldn't make it,

Happy Birthday Wan!

16, ee, so old.

Bless you with whatever's possible.

I'll pray for longevity for you.

And hope you'll have fun today and tomorrow

and the days ahead.

Selamat Hari Jadi KAMBENG!

(You're worth BOLD+GREEN in my blog today.)

I'm supposed to be mugging now, but i can't find the mood to do so. I know, this year's an important one. I might retain if this goes bad. -This news is equivalent to no brainer me.

Social Studies test tomorrow. And i'm still procastinating and i'm very much clueless on defining a perfect Social Studies Essay. Well, I'm planning to do it as if it the fasting month. I'll start mugging before i go to sleep. I'll set my alarm. Try to remember everything. Re-read the mind-maps and notes when i wake up. Go and eat, and re-read again. - This piece of junk was research on internet. It seems that the minds th clearest when nourished. Don't try to follow these steps, you might end up failing just like me (:

Okay, my post title's likewise because, honestly, everyone's evolving too much already! You'd see all the weird names people would use to describe themselves, how they react, how they carry themselves out, how they speak, how they walk and how they respect you. It's like life's gone wild. Really. The foul vulgar language that they'll use on people. It's like there's no respect in the world anymore. People don't act like their age anymore. Matured la, klao nak katekn eh.

I know I'm being an aunty ranting on things that don't quite matter to teenagers nowadays, but heck, hell I CARE. I know in this time and age, everyone is old. But you see, the education we have, we're not matured enough to be wondering on the earth alone. If you cant excel in anything properly, why the need to be old on the outside. Inside zero. Tsk.

I don't get it; i just watched a documentary of a teenage prostitude. It's sad, really That's the reason why i wanted to post this so much. The girl was forced into being a prostitude and she lost everything that meant the world to her. No one helped her and it started off at the age of 9! OMFMDGSKZG RIGHT?! And yet, everyone wants to act old and as if they know everything. Show some empathy man, try being in her shoes, you'd kill to be growing up and not staying old. You'd suffer to have your family with you. You'd die to be where you are now, SAFE.


I really am confused on the desires of teens nowadays. Maybe i should just stick to what i want, and not try to open up eyes. I'll go and mug now; mwah.

These are the only pics im going to upload, FOR NOW. Am so lazy.

Ysterday was Mayday. I had planned it the day before, going out and stuff. But NOOOOO, it had to be like this.

My parents had o cancel EVERYTHING PLANNED OUT. My plans were nada. Okay, understandable, but they made me lose my happy mood through out the trip. Visited my granny cause she's in the hospital. It's both shockin and sad cause she fractured her spine when she fell in the toilet, and my dad found her in the toilet only a day after her fall. She's so stubborn, she wants to live alone. It's hard to let her live on her own.

And the stupid TTS Hospital; omg. Bloody hell sia, i had to sit and wait for like an hour cause i had no identiication on me. How the hell should i know i needed to show everyone who i was before entering th hospital. Waste time saa, i was only meetin my granny, not the president of Singapore okay. I UNDERSTAND LA GOT SWINE FLU, BUT MUST UNDERSTAND ALSO MAH, PEOPLE DO FORGET THEIR ID CARDS. Well, we were informed at the door that the Swine Flu case had reached the Orange Code. It was Yellow the day before, so it as more serious. We had to wear face masks and paste this stupid orange sticker on our clothes. SO LECEH.

And my parents were like so noisy saa, quarrel here and there, like non stop okay. Made me loose my mood, cause my mp4 batt went flat, and i had to hear them squabble. Then i wore like shit, cause i slept and no one woke me up to inform me we were going out. Damn it. My brothers and sister were like forever going out to smoke, and i was like sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo irritated la. I got fed up and headed straight home from the hospital. My granny went to sleep after she took her medicine. So i went donw to Subway and munched on the cookies all the way home.

That was MAYDAY, a day which i had planned fun, made boring.